I want more then anything to have a relationship like you and your girlfriend. Im sure its not perfect just like any relationship, but at least in your videos together you look so happy. I was in an abusive relationship where i was taken advantage of to the fullest and it scares me more than anything to be in another relationship and that happen again. Also she is still trying to ruin my life to this day. I have a restraining order against her but she thinks its a joke. what do i do? any help

you keep the authorities involved. the second she strays from that restraining order in the least you call the police. abuse isnt something to play with at all. just please stay safe and make sure this girl doesnt get a hold of your fragile heart again