I am so funking drunk right now because I am a drunk who can't deal with his feelings in a healthy manner. I just need someone to tell me I m worthy and this girl that I am in live with is being a total selfish jerk and I can't handle it. I just want to feel good gain and worthy. I just want to fall in live with someone who wk t fuck me over I am fragile and nnes someone to love me always. I give and give and give nd then watch herald out with someone else it hurts so bad I just want to feel lov

well maybe you should seek some professional help :/ you are worthy of love like that. and you are capable of being sober. but finding the right person takes time and effort and theres no doubt that you will be hurt in the process. however; you have to work on your own insecurities and addictions before you start looking for someone to share your life with. its only fair to you and them